nov 6 2022

my dad used to be computer savvy. he showed me how to delete my cookies to make my computer go faster, and he introduced me to antivirus software, which was all the rage back then. i think we used McAfee. anyway, nowadays i think he pretends to know less than he does because he knows i'll do it for him. i like helping him, though.

nov 8 2022

i just can't stand myself anymore. this world beats you down, and if you get back up, it beats you down worse. i think there might be something wrong with me, but in truth, that just makes me more like everyone else than before. nobody feels okay, and that makes pretending to be okay feel even worse. it's not my fault i was dog trained to be this way.